fallen_angelxx

heyy

2004-10-25T19:47:51Z

okayy this time ya gotta believe im starting the LJ up again. i rlly mean it this time. even tho i still write in my xanga most. so i just got off the phone with my moms friend dawn and i was telling her how im traumatized from that movie haha. lol wow i havent been able to sleep without the light since last thursday. lol im rlly scarred for life. well im out ill be back later.

im back!

2004-09-21T20:48:07Z

okayy so i decided to start the LJ up again. but i am def keeping my xanga. i love my xanga the most hehe no offense LJ. soo yeahh i fuckin hate that scum bag lauren and i rely hope he effin gets hit by lightning. grr. lol. soo she she accuses me of things i have no involvement in and would want no involvement in bcuz i dont even like her and wouldnt waste my time with her. god i really hate her with a passion but seriously im so over her and im so over fighting online. listen bitch if you want to say somethignt o me say it to my face you fucking coward.. okayy byee mwah!

blahh.

2004-08-15T03:23:59Z

Vix par-tay last nite was tons of funn. hehe 2morrow im gonna get 2 more holes in my ear soo that makes 10 holes in 1 ear hehe. im a pierce-a-holic. haha. hmmm i love taylor<33 cuz he let me pee in his bathroom last nite a like 1130. hmm what else alicia ann cut all her hair off and it looks amazing. i love alicia<33 shes soo awesome. ohh yahh we had to deal with the loud mouth bitch last nite. what a fucking cunt-rag haha.
xox.

heyy

2004-08-12T17:37:22Z

wow i have not updated this in like forever. hehe ill write more lata.
-me.

whoa!

2004-05-23T04:23:12Z

well this was an exciting past few days haha well lets start with thursday, me and lauren went to ralphs and got some italian ices. yum yum, i got pina colada and there was chunks in it and i was like eww and laurens like its pineapple so i gave her a look and said omg that spanish and then lauren was hysterical laughing haha not funny. then we went back to her house and looked at prom magizines and then we went to target and shopped around and we had tons of funn hehe. then on friday me, lauren, amanda, and B.Cox. went out for the nite, we went to mcdonalds and i had a happy meal and amanda was sitting across from me and she liek coughed and he french fry flew all over me!!! thank goodness my happy meal bag was there or it would have been ugly then we went to a show out in wading river and omg it was soooo boring, thank god it was free, but we got to see ricky phillips which was exciting and the backup plan was really goo dbut why did they have to be the last band lol. omg banana rama joe is sooo gorgeous and i see him all the time cuz he comes into my job a lot and i saw him at fridays once hehe hes sooo hott!!! then we all went home and well yeah, well today (saturday) i woke up at 8am and i had to go to the eye doctor and i got 2 new pairs of glasses cuz my eyes are getting worse which is not kewl lol. i got a kewl pair of black frames for my car for when i drive then i got a pair which was $113 cuz they are armoni and they are black frames whihc i will prolly wear all the time bcuz they are sooo awesome and i cant wait to wear them lol, then i had to work from 12-5 which it was really busy today and then i went home and me and amanda hung out and we rented the league of extradinary gentlemen which i am gonna have to watch again cuz we were soo def not paying attention, and we went to CVS to get my dad tropical mike and ikes, which they didnt have but the box said strawberry so that made it tropical and we were leaving the parking lot and we saw taylors friend sal and he cut me off! lol but he waved and i waved back so that was kewl, then we went to my house amanda has the same dog as me and has the same name HOW WEIRD IS THAT!!! lol and then we left arounf 930 and drove by kennys and well yeah hehe and we called kenny and he was all yelling at us cuz he lied and he was beign all dramatic and stuff lol. well then i brought amanda home and now im sitting here typing lol well im gonna go cuz i have work 12-830 morrow (eeK!) lol mwahzz xxx -kisses-

scott<333

2004-05-20T01:14:13Z

oh boy is scott soo totally rad. hes my dream boat!!! omg so i saw troy with sam the other night and omg that was the most amazing movie other then lord of the rings. brad pitt naked was intense lol and orlando bloom just looked gorgeous!!!

mehh

2004-05-13T00:52:34Z

umm soo yeah oh mann i was talking to rennard today it was very exciting lol. hes a cool teach hehe. sooo umm yeah im bored, im watching my wife and kids and its like the best show ever hehe. i had an icepop before and omg it was soo yummy, hehe and omg i need to find lauren a prom date, she cant go to prom without one :-( that makes me emo so i def will find her one. i would be soo sadd if she didnt have a date. so i will try my best to find her one.

givexuntoxme @ 2004-05-11T16:25:00

2004-05-11T20:42:01Z

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: yes.
02. Bought something: yess
03. Gotten sick: no.
05. Eaten: of course, im fatt.
06. Been kissed: yes.
07. Felt stupid: yes.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: not rlly.
09. Met someone new: yess.
10. Moved on: umm.
11. Talk to an ex: nahh.
12. Missed an ex: nope.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: a crush ? hehe yeahh
14. Had a serious talk: yes.
15. Missed someone: yep.
16. Hugged someone: yess my baby scott (lol jk) i heart scott
17. Fought with your parents: hehe only my mom and bro
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yeahh. brad pitt

Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: boomer<33
02. Best guy friend: chris and mike
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yess.
04. If no, current dating partner: no one.
05. Hobbies: listening to music, eating, watching mkna
06. Pager: no.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: C.O.A
08. What type automobile do you drive: neon sport
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: dodge ram 1500
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: both.
11. Where is the best hangout: royal pizza on 112 (hehe CW)
12. Do you have a job: yup hot topic
13. Do you attend church: sometimes
14. Do you like being around people: sometimes.
15. Independant/Dependant: totally independent

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: rachel
02. Do you argue the most with: ummm i aint saying
03. Do you always get along with: boomer, alicia, and others
04. Is the most trustworthy: rachel, deanna, alicia
05. Makes you laugh the most: deanna
06. Has been there through all the hard times: rach, deanna
07. Has the coolest parents: deanna
08. Has the coolest siblings: deanna haha
09. Is the most blunt: i don't know.
10. Is the smartest: uhhh idk
11. Do you love(in a friends sort of way): all of them -duh.
12. Do you love(relationship wise): hehe :-)

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: gwen
02. What are some of your pet peeves: greasyness
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: not rly.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: sorta...
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): only to keep from hurting them
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes and i have lol :-)
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: dumper
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": depends
10. Want someone you don't have right now: lol
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: nooo
12. Do you want to get married: ya dude.
13. Do you want kids: idk
14. Do you believe in psychics: not suree
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point: maybe.
16. What do you think is the best part of your physical appearance?: my eyes
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: what?
18. Are you happy with you: umm somedays yeah and some days noo
19. Are you happy with your life: sometimes.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i dont know ask me later...

givexuntoxme @ 2004-05-10T21:23:00

2004-05-11T01:23:52Z

"Whats in the box!!!"

-brad pitt is soo rad!-

givexuntoxme @ 2004-05-07T05:02:00

2004-05-07T12:01:07Z

okay so im in skool again right now and im in web design and my teacher hasnt shown up yet but its been about 10mins, oh man we didnt do the 5 min rule. oh wait i think we're all leaving

skool

2004-05-04T12:21:49Z

okay so i am def in skool right now and well yeah we did nothign in web design haha but we started to learn how to make websites with this weird thing dreamweaver. im sitting next to mike neste and yeah this is boring. hehe. i dont wanna go to english cuz my teacher is a frikken beast!!!! well okay im gonan go mwahzz xoxox -kisses-

Umm...

2004-05-03T19:42:07Z

umm yeah i havent written in my LJ for a while, im more into my xanga cuz my xanga is reall kewl. hehe. well umm yeah 2day was kinda sucky cuz it rained and it was chilly and i didnt liek that one bit!!! and i forgot my glasses so i couldnt see anythign today :( well ill talk to ya lata

skool

2004-04-15T11:38:55Z

first period:
-bored
-tired
-thirsty

hmm

2004-03-31T12:22:35Z

yup first period economics again lol and yeah idont write in this journal that much except for when im in school cuz itsthe onlyone that works. so umm yeah i guess just read the xanga for updates. mwahzz xoxo Xcore

givexuntoxme @ 2004-03-24T07:10:00

2004-03-24T12:08:48Z

sitting in first period again and so far doing nothing cuz umm yeah ... well g2g mwahzz xoxox

givexuntoxme @ 2004-03-17T07:21:00

2004-03-17T12:19:57Z

umm yea ths classs sucks major ass

givexuntoxme @ 2004-03-11T07:15:00

2004-03-11T12:14:11Z

sitting in 1st period looking at a stock market game. umm yeah. ttyl. mwahzz

Hehe

2004-03-09T21:29:49Z

so yeah i updated my live journal and its looking good now hehe. yeah so taylor mite come over 2nite cuz he left me messages this mornign online. i love waking up to messages they always give me some chuckles in the morning while i watch john muller. hehe. omg there was a fight 9th period with mike and jared or justin. well one of them. it was pretty kewl, you always know when theres gonna be a fight and like whoa vollyball was intense today LoL it was kinda insane. lol well on the bus this morning me and lauren re-lived soem of our funny moments and we decided we're gonna relive some of them b4 college next year. she mite go away but she dont know yet. im gonna stay home for my first 2 years cuz im not ready to leave all my friends and my mommy and daddy :) lol. but hopefully ill go to nebraska state in 2 years. or mayeb my dream college notre dame. i do have a very high gpa so maybe ill just apply but i wont set my hopes too high. xoxoxoxox

hmm

2004-03-04T20:34:46Z

yeah its been a month since ive updated this so umm hes some quotes that inspire me. --- I do not believe in the immortality of the individual, and I consider ethics to be an exclusively human concern without any superhuman authority behind it.

Beauty is desired in order that it may be befouled; not for its own sake, but for the joy brought by the certainty of profaning it.

givexuntoxme @ 2004-02-04T18:48:00

2004-02-04T23:52:18Z

War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself.

I think guns do kill people, though I suspect hate-mongering white supremacist groups that trade in fear and ignorance have something to do with it as well.

Anyone who clings to the historically untrue -- and -- thoroughly immoral doctrine that violence never solves anything I would advise to conjure up the ghosts of Napoleon Bonaparte and the Duke of Wellington and let them debate it. The ghost of Hitler would referee. Violence, naked force, has settled more issues in history than has any other factor; and the contrary opinion is wishful thinking at its worst. Breeds that forget this basic truth have always paid for it with their lives and their freedoms.

Boys

2004-02-01T20:24:03Z

Boys are stupid butt head and they are mean, i mean liek who doesnt talk to their so called girlfriend for a week and goes online and doesn IM her and wont answer the messages she leaves him, i mean like seriously what an ass. i understand him being sick but c'mon youre not dying so pick up a phone or IM me! geez! and dont be mean to my liciey cuz any boys being mean to her have to deal with me!!! yeah so i had to put a new picture on my xanga today cuz it wasnt loading and no one could see it and it was pissing me off real badd. lol i wish i was famous and then i could buy a 2004 quad cab dodge ram!!! i hope my mommy wins the lotto then she can buy it for me cuz she said she would and she said she would also help buy me a house which would be soooo awesome!!! then no more sneakign in the window haha oh wait im madd at him lol, but yeah i am going to deanna lynns house 2nite for superbowl sunday so this shoudl eb some fun stuff but i am so def scrubbing out. well i g2g i gotta clean my room b4 i go to the party ... mwahzz xoxox 143*~

Ok

2004-01-31T22:18:50Z

well i think i am gonna re-do my live journal cuz im not feeling the Christina Aguilerness anymore lol haha ... well i guess imma gonna go look for what i can change it to ... mwahzz

Friday

2004-01-30T19:40:42Z

well its friday and nothing to do, i have to babysitt in a little bit but thats no big deal cuz im dont with that by 4:30. There is never anything to do bcuz some people dont liek to talk to me since monday and not wanna see me since saturday! uh huh yeah not kewl ... lol. ya know what that dont deserve a lol no its not funyn cuz i hate him now (sticks up nose and turns away) lol well i guess ill talkt o you all lata mwahzz XoXo

umm a little about me

2004-01-30T01:40:44Z

1. Whats your name? Beth
2. Whats your nick name? Beth, Liz, Skooter, bethy, sick girl
3. How old are you? 17
4. Whats your gender? im a girl
5. Whats your favorite song? seasons - good charlotte
6. Favorite group or band? good charlotte, AFI, no doubt
7. Favorite solo singer? christina aguilera and kelly osbourne
8. Best friend? i cant name just one
9. Girlfriend/Boyfriend? hehe you all know who
10. Crush? maybe but i aint saying
11. Favorite food? chiles chicken ranch and southwestern eggrolls!
12. Favorite soda? sprite (hehe alicia)
13. Favorite movie? all 3 Lord of The Rings movies
14. Favorite TV show? true life, 8 simple rules, my wife and kids, & full house
15. What time is it right now? 8:34pm
16. What is the date? 1.29.04 (i think)
17. Ever been kissed? yes
18. Do you consider yourself perverted? uhh no
19. Do you think you look good? no
20. Are you boy/girl crazy? noo not anymore
21. Whats your favorite website? fallingforever.com
22. Favorite word? kewlness
23. Who is the hottest guy/girl you know? Taylor (shh & Legolas & Billy)
24. Whats the weirdest dream you've ever had? that damn 5 pieces of toast dream ... that was weird
25. Who's your idol? Gwen Stefani
26. Who's your worst enemy? i aint saying
27. Ever gotten in a fight? yea
28. Whats your favorite season? end of spring
29. Whats your favorite magazine? quitar world and i admit i liek teen
30. Whats your favorite activity in the summer time? sitting in the AC
31. Whats your favorite clothing brand? dickies (hehe i got a pair for everyday of the week) tripp, and Anarachic
32. Favorite animal? doggys
33. Whos the most annoying person you know? chris m
34. Ever dated a loser/dork/weirdo? no cuz no one likes me
35. Day or night? umm i dunno
36. Chocolate or vanilla? neither
37. Freckles or none? what!?
38. Apples or Bananas? apples
39. Gatorade or Sobe? gatorade
40. Whats your favorite color? orange and black
41. What is your favorite kinda of juice? minute maid citrus punch (haha dave that was some good times 8th period)
42. Most embarassing moment? i have many
43. What time is it now? 8:39pm
44. Favorite friend of the opposite sex? Mike Neste (nows he my home boy)
45. Age when you received your first kiss? 13

Yup

2004-01-29T16:57:09Z

so i changed my Live Journal around so now its Christina Aguilera ... i dont know why i made it her but it was easiest to find big enuff pictures of her but ill prolly change it soon. oh man i bought some really kewl boots last nite. they are black anarchic combat boots with a steel toe ... hehe mwahzz xoxox ttyl